I’m trying to prove a point to my mum and teachers
Literally had one three days ago
Yo, that’s what started my issues on Tuesday that I’m just getting over today.
Ohh memories of all the mental breakdowns during college. Then I spent just about 2 months in grad school before having to drop out.
Ive been having them non-stop and most of them are ed related…I hate the fear of being unliked by people I enjoy being with. Speically if I’m attracted to you. I’m not here to please or connect with strangers, but when I get the hint from friends its like a black fucking hole in my chest. Mabey I come on to strong. Or mabey me being to masculine scares people. Or mabey its how open I am with my struggles…I didn’t mean to scare you away :\